What a year 2010 it has been; it was the most difficult year of my entire life. I spent countless days, tortured by pain, feeling hopeless & terrified.
Still, looking back, there were 365 days this year, & they weren't all terrible. I learned a new appreciation for my health & life. I was surrounded by loved ones who selflessly took care of me. I finally found a competent, caring surgeon who completed a successful surgery. A miracle!
My husband & I celebrated our first year of marriage. I started this blog & met a supportive community of EndoSisters. I attended my first conference for writers & began writing my memoir. I celebrated my birthday & health on a vacation to see my bff (& flew through the air parasailing!) We hosted our first Christmas for our loving family. These are all blessings for which I am truly grateful.
I look to 2011 with anticipation for all that is to come. It's a chance to leave behind my baggage full of fear & worry. My endo has taught me that I am a survivor. Life is always giving us an opportunity to learn & grow. Sometimes the lessons are painful, but they are invaluable & precious. I realized there is no reason to fear. What will be will be. I will handle whatever comes my way. The worst year of my life also brought incredible joy & beauty. This is why I know I can handle whatever 2011 may bring.
As the clock strikes twelve, I will be ready to wave goodbye to 2010 & welcome 2011 with open arms.
I hope this new year brings health, happiness & peace to all of my friendos. Thanks for supporting me through this past year. I am so blessed to have your kindness in my life. As the last hours tick away, I hope you have a chance to reminisce about your favorite memories of 2010. Happy New Year!!
10 years ago